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Day 2

Light filtered in through the windows. Raldon groaned at the bright intrusion and rolled onto his side to get away from it, the blankets pulled over his head. In that brief moment of disturbed sleep, memories flooded back to him. Ellen, the ice storm, the Dolem singing in the distance, the heavy feeling of cold slowly claiming him. He jolted awake and glanced about frantically. Recognition slowly dawned on him. He was in his room, in his bed... And he remembered everything.

He rubbed his face with both hands. How long was he out? What about the Britanians? Ellen turned out to be a snake, no friend at all. She probably froze them all out of spite or something. He laid back down slowly, his head felt like Tasha was trying to squeeze it with both hands again. A little more rest couldn't hurt... right?

The sky burned red and orange when he opened his eyes once more. Somehow, he had slept most of the day. He grumbled as he got out of bed and went to the bathroom. After washing his hands, he washed his face and changed his clothes. He was... miserable. His body felt heavy and slow, pressure squeezed his head, and now that he was up and taking inventory of his body he was regretfully aware that his left nostril was plugged up.

With a sniffle, he crossed his room to head out to the kitchen. He froze in the doorway, like a deer in headlights. A creature hovered outside his room, a singular leg like structure that fanned out to give the impression of wide hips and a torso, with arms permanently raised at angles in the air. He stared at it, it hovered there. Maybe staring back? It was hard to tell. But it did not attack, though he knew it was likely capable. It reminded him of the ugly blimp he and the Xephon had destroyed. Neither made a move for long moments, not until a tickle in his nose grew to an itch. He sneezed into his elbow, pulled the door shut behind him, and made his way to the kitchen. The creature followed.

The kitchen was as well stocked as ever. And from here, the men in suits stationed outside were far more visible. He huffed and ignored them as well. He could deal with them later. For now, it was time to get something to eat. Soup sounded like a good idea. It was a simple task with everything in the house. It took time and effort, by the time he finished cooking he scarcly wanted to eat. He had to keep up his strength, if he wanted to escape. Before that, he needed a plan. He sank on the couch with a bowl of soup, missing the spicy peppers from the garden. He ate in silence with the occasional glance to the blue creature hovering nearby. This was going to get annoying for sure.

He set the empty bowl aside half an hour later, then shifted his attention to the creature. He poked it, prodded it, climbed atop it, and even gnawed on it a little. It wasn't metal. It tasted more like a rock if he was honest. With a sigh, he sat upon the creature's 'shoulder's', chin propped on it's pop tab like head that had rotated upward and arms wrapped around it's 'neck'. What an odd thing, but at least it wasn't hostile. Maybe he could use this to his advantage, somehow.

Day 3
Raldon had only two constant companions now, misery and dotem. At least today he could afford to spend the time to make a proper full pot of soup. Maybe he'd share with the guards. But were they keeping him in? Or keeping others out. Well, no time like the present to figure that out. He pulled out the gloves, a wicker basket, and the clippers from the gardening supplies. He grabbed his straw hat, put on his apron, then paused to glance back at the Dotem. It hovered there, silent as ever, following like a lost puppy. He grinned at it as an awful idea entered his head.

When he stepped outside carrying his basket, the Dotem dutifully followed. His mother's garden apron clashed with the blue and tan hues of the creature. The hat looked ridiculous on it, and the tools he taped to it's arms wobbled precariously. He wore a smirk of utter triumph, ignoring the guards and their reactions while making his way to the garden. At least someone had kept taking care of it while he was gone. The dotem hovered nearby, ever vigilant and silent. He sorted through the plants, picking off the undesirable nodes and selecting the ripe ones for the soup he was planning.
 

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"He will revive us after two days; He will raise us up on the third day, That we may live before Him." - Hosea, 6:2

It had been almost seventy two hours since Raldon had, for lack of better term, been abducted by his former caretakers. His happy-go-lucky venture in the world outside had been snuffed out, and now all that was left was for him to await judgement under the watchful - and ever-present - eye of the Dotem. Even the men in suits who surrounded the villa seemed to treat it with a special kind of wariness, avoiding looking at it when they were near, subconsciously edging away when it drew close.

Almost as if it were a great and terrible totem of some kind. As if its gaze alone would invite upon them some form of unspoken calamity.

Yet on this day, their backs were immediately straight as two snapped a crisp salute to the figure that passed between them. Her complexion dark, prim, and immaculate, lips like a pencil-thin line: the very image of authority.

Pasepa, more formally known to the populace simply as "The Governor", glided across the threshold. Her eyes took in the relative intact-ness of the household with an aura of mild approval.

Raldodn had perhaps noted during his lifetime the way others seemed to balk merely under her gaze. Rare was the need for any concrete punishment. Those that overstepped their bounds were quick to retract their words themselves, often in a state of profuse apology. Even Tasha, ever bold and quick to anger, was always on her best behavior in the Governor's presence.

A wag of the finger was the most that was ever needed.

"Raldon." She said, as she stepped out into the garden.

She didn't even blink at his ridiculous getup. Perhaps she expected such things from him, at this point? Rather, she gave him only a small smile, hands folded neatly behind her back.

"Welcome home."
 

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Over the years, Pasepa had been greeted enthusiastically by her son, no matter what he was doing or how he felt. From the time he could walk until the day he turned seventeen, he would drop everything and rush to his mother. Over the years it had gone from wrapping his arms around her legs as hard as his little body could muster. Even now the memories of his pudgy little face, chin rested upon her knees as he smiled brightly up at her with excitement dancing in his eyes might have bubbled to the surface. Or perhaps the more recent ones of her full grown son pulling her into a gentle embrace after a years long struggle to find the proper middle ground between rib cracking and the light forced hug one would give a relative they didn't particularly like, the same warm smile granted from a leaner face.

How strange it must have felt for her, that he only glanced up at her, then resumed searching through the plants. "Mother." A stinging blow of formality, a cold voice with the odd inflection from the sniffles. Perhaps the worst was the word choice. Never before had he used the full title with her. It had always been mom and dad, never mother and father. "I will make enough soup for everyone."

He was normally one of few words, but never so few when apart from his parents so long. When his father was home, it was hard to get him to stop talking even. He had always been so close to his parents, despite their distance from him. And yet... he could not muster the slightest bit of affection for the woman before him now. How could he? She had used him all these years. His whole life was a fabrication to play her little game. Did his father know? How involved in the fabrication was he? At least his father was around and doted on him, far more similar to the fathers of his classmates than his mother was.

He dropped another pepper into the basket and stood to swap it with the second basket 'held' by the dotem to pull carrots and other ready vegetables for the soup. Would she even stay long enough for dinner? He doubted it. She rarely ate with them before, if his memories weren't altered. Though, if those were altered, wouldn't they have made it look like she was a doting mother despite working? There for meals, no need to be jealous of school mates who's parents weren't always busy?
 

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"...You've always been kind, Raldon."

Pasepa didn't react to his indifference. His distance. Yes, such a thing was, of course, wholly understandable, given all he'd been through. She walked forward, yet still kept her distance, peering with polite interest as he uprooted another pepper.

"Yes. That was, after all, how we raised you."

Plop. It landed nearly in the basket as she spoke, joining its colorful brethren. Even his garden, it seemed, grew under his hand as though it were blessed by the Gods of the soil themselves. Yet another small peculiarity he had, in all likelihood, never questioned until now.

"To prepare you for what was to come. So that one day, you would shape a better world. A kinder world. One where our kind need not fear persecution from the outsiders."

She paused, slightly, giving a small, disappointed sigh.

"You saw, after all, how Gavriel turned out.

We allowed him free reign. Gave him all that he ever needed. In the end? He rejected us. Rejected his destiny, in a moment of cowardice. Countless lives were lost because of his selfishness.

After that... disaster, we opted for a different tack. To withhold our secrets, until the time was right."

There was another small silence, before she asked, quietly:

"Do you hate me?"
 

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Raldon remained silent while his mother gave her explanation unprompted. It made sense, in retrospect. But the way she worded it... it would only have made sense of Gavriel was far older than he, a failure long ago. Not recent. Gaveiel's failure had no bearing on how he had been raised, unless his memory had been altered.

He paused after her question, thinking, weighing. Did he hate her? No, he didn't think so. He did not feel the same way he felt about cactuses or the old man who shot the bird he had nursed to health from a broken wing. He did not want to hit her. When he thought of hate, only one face came to mind. It was not hers.

"Do you love me?"

He answered after a time, then fell silent again. Regardless of her answer, he let her stand there in silence for long drawn out moments, thinking long and hard between each point he had to make to her.

"I know you have been altering my memories." He dropped a carrot into the basket, already searching for the next, brushing away dirt from the root head with gloved fingers.

"I know Tasha and Ellen are not my friends."

Another carrot joined its brethren. And another. And another. He had far too many mouths to feed, least he be rude.

"I know Ellen is crazy." He winced a he spoke it, then dragged his arm across his face to wipe at his runny nose.

"I know i do not want to see Ellen again." How could he ever forgive her? She tried to kill so many people. For what? To force him to do as she wanted. Did she act that way on her own? Or was she ordered to be so cruel?

"I am angry at you." He set another carrot down. That should be enough. He counted them again, just to be sure. Satisfied, he stood and searched through the garden for anything else to add. "I am angry you have manipulated me. I do not like being lied to. I am angry you have treated me like a prisoner or run away." He didn't leave of his own accord. At least as far as he knew. "And I am angry you failed Gavriel and blame him for your failure. "

He bent one more time to dislodge a few onions and garlic. Those, he would set with the peppers, eventually. The ground would do for now.

When finally he finished gathering his ingredients, he stood to address his mother directly, shoulders slumped, the corners of his mouth down turned, eyes cast down upon her.

"I do not hate you."
 

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There was a long silence. Despite the sunshine, it was as if the temperature in the garden had dropped instantly below zero. At the mention of Gavriel, unseen as he tended to the garden... her eyes, for the briefest of moments, narrowed into harsh slits. She listened to him speak as he tidied about himself... and as he rose, gave a slight, apologetic smile.

"Elenoa... is not one of us."



Elsewhere...

The knife clattered to the floor. Rivulets of crimson dripped across its surface, mingling with teardrops, the disheveled reflection of a girl who no longer knew who or what she was visible in its surface.

Slowly, she began to bandage her hand - shaking, trembling terrribly, her mind nothing but blank. What now?

Her thoughts were interrupted by a noise. A pounding of flesh on metal at the door. Loudly.

Repeatedly.

Insistently.




The Governor gave a low sigh. As if his reaction had been more than understandable. He didn't understand, of course, the difference between them and the boorish outsiders.

"She will be punished for her... excess enthusiasm. Adjusted."

Pasepa's features were as if wrought of stone. Unmoving, even as she casually discussed how an individual was going to be rent asunder for her insolence. How they'd used her as easily as anyone else. How easily they could be replaced.

"You're right. We did alter your memories. I assume full responsibility."

Her hand was raised - and the Dotem perked up, giving off an audible hum - like a resonant chime, one that seemed to ripple through the air, reverberating so intimately one could feel it shaking through their teeth, their bones, their very being. The face on its surface stirred, clicking slowly back and forth, as though flexing its neck as Pasepa continued, unhurriedly.

"It is important to make amends. Do you remember when I taught you that?"
 

Hitura Rael

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Silence. He had expected as much, but that did not lessen the pain.

"Elen is one of us. She lives here. Mu, human, I don't care. She is one of us. A Bell Pepper and a Serano pepper are different, but still both peppers."

Raldon pulled his gloves off and slipped them into his apron pocket. He shuddered at the sound the Dotem made, how it reverberated down to the bone. He did not like that feeling one bit. "Do not touch her." He warned, tone harsh and heavy. He turned and bent to pick up the tools, placing them in each sloppily embroidered pocket. He had not done that great a job, but it was... legible.

"If you change people's memories, they will never grow or learn." He retrieved both baskets, dropping onions and garlic into the basket wit hthe peppers, then stood tall and upright, facing Pasepa head on. "Yes, I remember. You and Ellen wronged me. It is my choice how you make amends."

It was a long shot, he knew. But how else could he keep them from repeating the same thing over and over again? He had to get to the core of what Ellen had said. How much meshed with what was true? How much was her own delusion or misinterpretations?
 

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"We needed to make use of her talents. We occasionally elevate one of their number to walk alongside us... briefly."

Raldon's warning practically ricocheted off the Governor's steely expression. There was even the slightest sign of amusement in her face as she continued, cleaning a nail dispassionately, as though the small fiber of dirt present warranted more attention than Elen's life.

"We were created differently than the outsiders, Raldon. We are... perfect, you could say. Yet, the redblood's volatility sometimes produces individuals of worth. Mutants, as it were. Elenoa was one of them."

As he continued, chiding her about her manipulation of his memories, another hum ran through the Dotem. If the Governor felt it, there was no sign - but this one was stronger than before, such that it seemed to even warp his vision, buckling the world around him, like a gong had been sounded close to his ears. Pasepa touched its surface, almost affectionately stroking it.

"You are very attached to that which you have forgotten." She said, idly, now with her back to him.

"If it means that much to you... I am more than willing to return them."
 

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"I do not care. She is one of our people. Everyone here is." Was he not being clear? All this focus on blood line and race and blah blah blah. So pointless. They could all live and work together just fine, outsider, insider, upside downer, it shouldn't matter. But the violations of memories... That was horrible.

Raldon stumbled and held a hand to his head, vision swimming. He shook his head to clear it and turned back to his mother. So focused on the subject but not getting the point. He sighed and leaned in to hug her, tight and warm. Despite everything, he was jealous over a damn toy getting affection. "Please. Listen to me. Listen to what I am saying, not how you feel." She always did this. Why was it so hard just to communicate with her?

"I am not angry because of what was forgotten or altered. I am angry it was done. I am angry over the violation of my... everything." Autonomy, privacy, agency, you name it, it was violated. He rest his chin on her head. "I do not want you to do it again. To restore or alter them. On anyone." Was that clear enough? It was more talking than he liked to do for sure.
 

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"Do you think you're different from her?"

Raldon's pleas seemed not to reach the Governor - but it was a wholly different sensation from Elen, whose own zeal and belief she was doing what was right had deafened her. No, this was akin to speaking to a chunk of iron. Something... inhuman, such that light danced in its eyes at his clear suffering. As he shrunk back, Pasepa leaned in, her voice going quiet:

"Do you think you have never been "replaced"?"

She let the question hang in the air, with all its implications, before continuing.

"I learned from my mistakes with Gavriel, Raldon. I realized how painfully unreliable human beings can be.

People... are like cogs, you see. They can be changed out. Oiled. Melted down, and remade in our glorious image."

The Governor snapped her fingers... and the threatening hum began to, mercifully, subside. Whatever torment it had been prepared to inflict upon him... postponed, for the time being. Pasepa waited patiently for it to cease entirely, before continuing, leaning right by his ear.

"And if you do not wish to be replaced... Then you will accept your role. Or the next "Raldon" will."

Finally she stepped back. There was no love in those eyes. Whatever love there had once been, it seemed, had only ever been as false as everything else in his life. Now, the mask was off - and there was no need to hide her true feelings. How much of what he knew was real?

"Do you understand?"
 

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"She wanted me to be a leader. I am trying to be."

He was testing boundaries really. He was not smart, he was not clever. He was just... him. It was wise to cooperate for now, and testing what Ellen said being real or not without blatantly asking seemed a better idea than blatant asking. He had expected his mother to be unrelenting. But not so... cold. A heart made of ice, in total control. There was no room to work with her on this.

"I understand. I want to do right by everyone." Ellen was in danger. She deserved it but damnit, no one deserved to be broken down and remolded or discarded. He released his mother from his hold, now that his head was no longer swimming. He sniffled and rubbed his nose on his sleeve again. "Can I be not a prisoner at least? Trust me, give me space. I did not leave on purpose. ... I think." He rubbed the back of his head. "I think I got knocked out by that white.... thing."

It would not be hard to convince his mother about why he did not come home, right? It was not far from the truth. He had no idea where he was when he woke up, failed geography repeatedly, didn't know the first thing about finding Fiji let alone piloting the Xephon...All he knew of the giant blimposaurus was it was huge and a threat. How was he to know it was sent by her? Just a lost wool blind sheep that needed brought home.
 

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"Good."

At the mention of "leader", Pasepa gave a slight hum of surprise... but seemed to elect to let the subject drop, for now. Having at least managed to have cowed him into submission without the need for torture was victory enough for today. Leaving the Dotem behind.

"You will remain here, for now. Until we have devised a suitable means for you to prove your loyalty."

She turned to leave, pausing only at the doorway, held open before her by a pair of agents. Whatever the face was that turned to look back at him... It was a far cry from the one etched into his memories, that could be so full of warmth and care no matter how minor the scrape or cut. Was this really the same person? Or were those too, merely clever fabrications?

"Trust, once broken, is not easily mended. Do not disappoint us, Raldon."

And then - mercifully - he was left alone once more, with only the instrument of his torment to once more keep him company, as it slowed in its excitement, becoming "dormant" once more.
 

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"Can I have my craft supplies back?" If he was to behave she could at least give him back his stuff. It wasn't like he was going to hurt himself with it. He had kinves, after all. Those were far more dangerous than the tools to cut wood or shape clay. Of course it was likely to torment him with boredum.

He brushed the dirt from his clothes and made his way back into the house. He stopped in front of one of the guards and looked down at him, "Do you get meal breaks? If one of you helps me with seasoning dinner, I will make everyone soup."

After dinner, Raldon lay on his bed to stare up at the ceiling. Not much was left to do, there was no way to escape with that monster following him like a lost puppy. No, like a jailor with a knife in his back. He was essentially alone and isolated. And worse, even, were the revelations that hung over his head like a looming storm.

He was sure, now, that most of his life had been a fabrication. How much had he actually lived? How much had been a lie? Was he really seventeen, or just created at that age and filled with fake memories? How many 'failures' before him? So many uncertainties, too much to dwell upon. And the only one he could possibly have relied on was likely being reprogrammed, if not outright killed. Not that he wanted to see Ellen again.

A soft hand laid over his. Raldon opened his eyes to gaze upon the sorrowful face of Ixtli. He sighed and leaned back into his pillow, closing his eyes once more. "We need to get out of here," he muttered. Ixtli and Rah had been his only company for months, and Rah's abscence was sorely felt. His limbs felt heavy as he focused on the divine machine, almost refusing to move, as if bound or...frozen.

"The opportunity will present itself, Olin. You must be patient."
 

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Epilogue:

The staff had been simple enough to find. While the goons distracted themselves with apprehending the girl, Ixtli retrieved it from her room. The pieces were falling into place now. All to clear the mind of her Olin. It was better the plaster be ripped off now, while the lost was not fixated on him, than when facing the thief. It pained, feeling the weight of his sorrow, heavier than the ice encasing the Xephon. A necessary trial for him to overcome, one he would overcome. The truth, after all, was often painful.

She turned and stepped into nothing but searing white, the space between realities, with everything at her fingertips. She left the staff there, safe, tucked away to be delivered when the time was right. But first, another matter demanded her attention. Ellen, detained and well on her way to be reset, tucked away in a black car speeding to it's destination. Logically, she understood why Olin's desire was to protect the girl, despite what she had done. It was not for Olin that she stepped out to suddenly appear in front of the car. It was not his will that she enacted when forcing the car off the road to avoid hitting a pedestrian. She smiled to Ellen before stepping back to her space, leaving the diminutive girl free to do as she pleased. No, it was nothing to do with Olin, and not even Ellen. It was simply the karma earned. The Governor had given herself plenty of rope to hang herself with. All she needed was that gentle nudge off the gallows edge.