Patient Log: Wolfgang Holtz
Dr. Crane's Log
Diagnosis: PTSD
"Do you know what I remember, doc?
About the day the bomb dropped.
Yeah, I was there. Canberra, if you'd believe it.
I still see it in my dreams, every night. Hear the same sounds. The screams. The sound of the earth breaking, shattering, as tiberium sprouted from it surface, and all the horrors that came afterwards.
I feel that suit, slick with sweat and blood, gripping my skin tight. Smell the scent of the flames, seeping through the mask, choking me. Every night, I'm there. Doesn't matter what drugs I take. Doesn't matter what I do. Nobody can fix me.
God knows I've tried.
Not even the Antibodies will touch me. They say it's just a low antibody reaction, but I like to think the 'Chers can smell it, clinging to me. The fear. The stink of gunpowder and blood from that day.
Why do you think I'm here, with the Reclaimers? With Orphan?
It's peaceful down here, at the bottom of the sea. Soothing, even. It's the closest I've ever come to forgetting. I think a lot us here feel the same way. We're either running away from something, or running to it. Me? I'm a little of both.
There's people up top, landside, who just don't get it. They don't see how you could ever lose your faith. How anyone could look at all of this, all the beauty of creation and just go "yeah, nah - peace.".
But if they'd seen what I seen? Been where I'd been?
Brother, you bet they'd be lining up for at ticket out too, because there ain't nowhere this place is going but up in smoke."
December 20th
East Pendragon Laborer Flats
5:07 AM
Wolfgang opened his eyes, and stared at the ceiling. A hand came up, circumnavigating his chin, feeling the stubble. The travel razor just wasn't cutting it, he thought as he slipped out and into the early morning light.
It had been over a week since the encounter with that... bug in Orphan's depths. Since the Britannians had come to stay, and nobody seemed to have a word to say against it - at least not there, aboard the entity itself. For those in his cadre, who made their home on the Whale Kings, tending to the Bio-Zoids, it was nothing short of treasonous - how, they asked, could a so-called anarchist group so swiftly bend the knee to the most authoritarian, imperialist nation on the face of the Earth? Even Dahlia had gone starry eyed at the sight of the princess. At the same time, however, nobody had the stones to raise a hand against their benefactors or comrades - the enemies of Orphan were myriad, and infighting would on result in all of their demise. Nobody was willing to take the chance-
Except him.
Now dressed for the day ahead, he slumped into his chair, opening a book of notes. Some preferred everything digital - but not him. Communications were too easily intercepted, computers too easily hacked - and he could organize his thoughts better on paper than from behind a keyboard. A name was circled at the center of a web of notes:
Duke Vernon Hancock, former Warden of the Area 3 State Funded Prison.
Ever since their arrival, Wolfgang had dug as deep as he possibly could to learn about the Britannians, and this Duke Hancock was right at the center of his suspicions. All of this had started with Dahlia - ever since her return from his heroic rescue, she'd seemed... off. It wasn't long after that the Britannians had surged in popularity. He wasn't yet sure where the connection was, but he was going to find out through this man. Wolfgang's shiny new Britannian passport had been enough to get him across the border, ostensibly for sightseeing - but his time was limited, and the past two days he'd made little to no progress.
Duke Hancock's villa was well protected - understandable, given a man who'd formerly run a prison would have a lot of enemies. His resources were limited, and he had little in the way of friends and allies to call upon out here, surrounded by Britannians here, in the heart of their power.
He flicked through a long list of leads, each of them having been scratched out. Local insurgents? Nonexistent, or too afraid to act. Smuggling in weapons? Next to impossible. Hacking? Kidnapping? Blackmail? Pretending to be a long lost relative? All of it had lines drawn through it, and rightly so. He'd been hoping that a night's rest might bring with it new ideas, but...
Nothing.
Wolfgang leaned back in the chair, and closed his eyes with a groan.
Red Six, Red Six, requesting assistance. Do you copy?
The phrase surfaced to the top of his mind unbidden, a reminder of that day. Of the calls for help that were never answered. Fiddling around in his pocket, he pulled out the small radio he kept, turning it over and over in his fingertips. Nobody had spoken through one of these in years, he imagined - it served more as a comfort item than anything else.
He flicked it on as his mind wandered, letting muscle memory take over as it flicked to the old channel. His fingers worked the dial inlaid into its side, sending bursts of static that conveyed a signal.
S.O.S. S.O.S. S.O.S.
A moment passed... and a wry smile crossed Wolfgang's features. Of course nothing would happen, he thought. They've been dead for years. He was, for all intents and purposes the last Red Shoulder. But, as his fingers moved towards the power-
Gggzzzrrggg...
A squeal of static caused his fingers to freeze. It was followed by a series of short, sharp clicks - and he seized his pen, scarcely believing his ears, marking the encoded message down on his paper. When the bursts stopped... he read it back to himself, gripping the paper with trembling fingers.
Dr. Crane's Log
Diagnosis: PTSD
"Do you know what I remember, doc?
About the day the bomb dropped.
Yeah, I was there. Canberra, if you'd believe it.
I still see it in my dreams, every night. Hear the same sounds. The screams. The sound of the earth breaking, shattering, as tiberium sprouted from it surface, and all the horrors that came afterwards.
I feel that suit, slick with sweat and blood, gripping my skin tight. Smell the scent of the flames, seeping through the mask, choking me. Every night, I'm there. Doesn't matter what drugs I take. Doesn't matter what I do. Nobody can fix me.
God knows I've tried.
Not even the Antibodies will touch me. They say it's just a low antibody reaction, but I like to think the 'Chers can smell it, clinging to me. The fear. The stink of gunpowder and blood from that day.
Why do you think I'm here, with the Reclaimers? With Orphan?
It's peaceful down here, at the bottom of the sea. Soothing, even. It's the closest I've ever come to forgetting. I think a lot us here feel the same way. We're either running away from something, or running to it. Me? I'm a little of both.
There's people up top, landside, who just don't get it. They don't see how you could ever lose your faith. How anyone could look at all of this, all the beauty of creation and just go "yeah, nah - peace.".
But if they'd seen what I seen? Been where I'd been?
Brother, you bet they'd be lining up for at ticket out too, because there ain't nowhere this place is going but up in smoke."
December 20th
East Pendragon Laborer Flats
5:07 AM
Wolfgang opened his eyes, and stared at the ceiling. A hand came up, circumnavigating his chin, feeling the stubble. The travel razor just wasn't cutting it, he thought as he slipped out and into the early morning light.
It had been over a week since the encounter with that... bug in Orphan's depths. Since the Britannians had come to stay, and nobody seemed to have a word to say against it - at least not there, aboard the entity itself. For those in his cadre, who made their home on the Whale Kings, tending to the Bio-Zoids, it was nothing short of treasonous - how, they asked, could a so-called anarchist group so swiftly bend the knee to the most authoritarian, imperialist nation on the face of the Earth? Even Dahlia had gone starry eyed at the sight of the princess. At the same time, however, nobody had the stones to raise a hand against their benefactors or comrades - the enemies of Orphan were myriad, and infighting would on result in all of their demise. Nobody was willing to take the chance-
Except him.
Now dressed for the day ahead, he slumped into his chair, opening a book of notes. Some preferred everything digital - but not him. Communications were too easily intercepted, computers too easily hacked - and he could organize his thoughts better on paper than from behind a keyboard. A name was circled at the center of a web of notes:
Duke Vernon Hancock, former Warden of the Area 3 State Funded Prison.
Ever since their arrival, Wolfgang had dug as deep as he possibly could to learn about the Britannians, and this Duke Hancock was right at the center of his suspicions. All of this had started with Dahlia - ever since her return from his heroic rescue, she'd seemed... off. It wasn't long after that the Britannians had surged in popularity. He wasn't yet sure where the connection was, but he was going to find out through this man. Wolfgang's shiny new Britannian passport had been enough to get him across the border, ostensibly for sightseeing - but his time was limited, and the past two days he'd made little to no progress.
Duke Hancock's villa was well protected - understandable, given a man who'd formerly run a prison would have a lot of enemies. His resources were limited, and he had little in the way of friends and allies to call upon out here, surrounded by Britannians here, in the heart of their power.
He flicked through a long list of leads, each of them having been scratched out. Local insurgents? Nonexistent, or too afraid to act. Smuggling in weapons? Next to impossible. Hacking? Kidnapping? Blackmail? Pretending to be a long lost relative? All of it had lines drawn through it, and rightly so. He'd been hoping that a night's rest might bring with it new ideas, but...
Nothing.
Wolfgang leaned back in the chair, and closed his eyes with a groan.
Red Six, Red Six, requesting assistance. Do you copy?
The phrase surfaced to the top of his mind unbidden, a reminder of that day. Of the calls for help that were never answered. Fiddling around in his pocket, he pulled out the small radio he kept, turning it over and over in his fingertips. Nobody had spoken through one of these in years, he imagined - it served more as a comfort item than anything else.
He flicked it on as his mind wandered, letting muscle memory take over as it flicked to the old channel. His fingers worked the dial inlaid into its side, sending bursts of static that conveyed a signal.
S.O.S. S.O.S. S.O.S.
A moment passed... and a wry smile crossed Wolfgang's features. Of course nothing would happen, he thought. They've been dead for years. He was, for all intents and purposes the last Red Shoulder. But, as his fingers moved towards the power-
Gggzzzrrggg...
A squeal of static caused his fingers to freeze. It was followed by a series of short, sharp clicks - and he seized his pen, scarcely believing his ears, marking the encoded message down on his paper. When the bursts stopped... he read it back to himself, gripping the paper with trembling fingers.
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